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[711]

There is nothing worse than not knowing. I would rather know the bitter truth than have it hidden from me.

I am not a good person, Even. I have done many terrible things in my life whether I'd intended to or not. Having no knowledge of those sins would make it impossible to atone for them.

[immolzeth]

And if it's something you can't atone for?

[711]

There is no sin that cannot be atoned for.

Do you disagree?

[immolzeth]

I think it doesn't matter what the person who committed the transgression thinks. If you hurt someone, you can certainly try to atone, but what matters is whether the one you hurt will allow you to do so.

[More self-pity: he's been told as much, though not in so many words. And it hurt, and so he's left passing the pain along.]

We can just hope they want to forgive as much as we want to be forgiven.

[711]

And if the people you've hurt are no longer alive?

[immolzeth]

Then the only one you're atoning for is yourself. The dead don't care.

[711]

Then a man like me is beyond redemption and bound for hell. Is that what you believe?

[OH BOY, DOESN'T THAT JUST BEG THE QUESTION "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO, SUZAKU"???]

[immolzeth]

That depends on your cosmology. Does the god you follow decree as much?

[look. Ask a scholar about hell and this is what you get. Another txt comes quickly afterwards though. ]

look. This is all talking around things. Do you want to come over? Get it off your chest properly? I have wine.

[711]

[Look, fair??? But Suzaku's just going to ignore that. He's going to ignore all of that because he's come down with a bad case of butthurt and he's refusing to take his suppository. Sorry, Even.]

Fine. I'll be there momentarily.